i had a really nice time on my trip to see my family. i got to spend quite a bit of time with my sister and her family and that was wonderful. i also saw my mom and grandma for dinner one night. The whole trip had a bit of a shadow over it though. my sister’s dog is very ill and we’re not sure if he’s going to make it. He has had a development with his kidneys and could be in renal failure. my mom took him today and his levels are not going down even though he’s on fluids, in fact that they are increasing. So it’s really a bad deal as my sister is absolutely grief stricken, as i know i would be. There’s not much i can do for her or the dog except just be there for her and i’m glad i could be there as long as i was.
i was glad to come home, i was gone a day longer than i had expected and i always get pretty homesick when i go away. Master was very understanding about her dog and told me that i could stay the extra day if i needed to. We had a nice evening Saturday night when i got home and an even better Sunday. We went to church for an evening Thanksgiving Service and i thought that it was really nice. i miss going to church and i’m always glad when Master will take me. In the past i was very involved in my church and i have always had a really strong faith. i miss the sense of community that you can only get in a church setting.
When we got home we watched a couple movies that weren’t all that great, but that’s ok. After the movies were over Master sent me to the bedroom and had me strip for Him. He then blindfolded me and had me lie down on the bed. He used the sunbeam electric vibrator and inserted a very large dildo in my pussy. Then He placed clamps on my nipples that were very hard. He played with my pussy and made me cum several times right after He removed the clamps. i thought i was going to go through the roof when He took the clamps off, they had been on there for so long that the rush i felt was amazing. i was totally spent by the time He was done. Then He said it was His turn and He had me give Him a blowjob. He came a ton in my mouth and it was almost more than i could take.
When He got home from work today i asked Him if we could move some furniture that i have been wanting to move for a while now. Instead He wanted to wash the stock car and ready that for sale. We worked outside until i was a Popsicle, but i think that we’re totally ready for winter weather now. All we need to do outside now is put out the decorations and lights for the holidays. i’m sure that Master is looking forward to that! (NOT) He isn’t the most excited holiday decorator but He always indulges me and i’m very thankful for that. =) After we were done outside we came in and He moved the furniture for me and now i have my living room back!!! YAY!!
There’s not too much else happening at the moment, just looking forward to the holidays with our family. i hope that everyone is as excited about the up coming holidays as i am!
Peace to you and yours,
Master came into the bedroom and woke me up in time to watch the football game with Him. It wasn’t early but for me, it wasn’t too late to sleep. We had a really late night and i was still tired from our visit to the cabin. It was a really good time, we drank too much wine and played cards and just chatted for hours. We have a lot in common with our friends and there is never a lull in the conversation. They are very funny and fun people to hang out with and we always have a really good time when we’re with them. This weekend was their last weekend at their cabin until the spring so we won’t see them as much this winter. i’m hoping that we still keep in touch with them throughout the holidays at least.
Unfortunately The Vikings didn’t win today, their third loss in a row and Master was upset. He’s a “big” Viking fan as am i, but He hates to lose, He’s really competitive. So i tried to take His mind off of the game by making a nice supper. We had supper and He went to work on the computer and i made out all my Christmas cards. i’m glad to have them done early this year, it’s just one more thing i won’t have to worry with when the holidays come. i am so excited about the holidays as i am every year. i am a nut when it comes time to decorate the house. i’ll decorate anything that will stand still and Master is so supportive, He will indulge my craziness.
i talked to my sister today and she wants me to come up and visit for a couple days while she’s not working. Master didn’t sound too thrilled about it. He really doesn’t like me to go away without Him but He knows that it’s important for me to see my family, so i’m sure He would let me go if i really want to. i’ll just take it by ear and see what happens, only that i need to let my sister know if i’m coming or not.
Master just called me to the bathroom where He had my kneepad laid out in front of the shower door. He told me to put on the blindfold that He had set on the sink and had me kneel in front of the shower. When He got out, He told me to dry Him off with my tongue. i licked and lapped up the water from His body until it was only moist from my mouth. Then He used my mouth as a fuck toy and fucked my mouth until He erupted in my mouth. He called me His cum slut before He came in my mouth. Then He dismissed me to go about my business. Any time He uses me for His pleasure i’m reminded of my place as His property, just a toy to be fucked or used at His whim, then set aside to be used another time. i especially need these reminders seeing that He is somewhat easy on me at other times due to my headaches. So the more reminders He can give me, the better i perform as His slave.
All in all it was a very slow and lazy day. A perfect Sunday where we just sat around and watch the race and the game. It would have been a truly “perfect” day had the Vikings won!!
Peace to you and yours,
Even though i have been a slave for a few years now, i have never been “used” the way that Master used me this morning. When He got up, He told me to go kneel beside the toilet. i just thought that i would be giving Him a blow-job when He was done using the bathroom. Instead when He was done relieving Himself, He turned to me and told me to clean off His cock with my mouth. i don’t have a very strong stomach but i surprisingly did pretty well. i did as He asked and He even told me that i did a good job, which made it well worth it. i have never been used as a toilet, but i have been urinated on in the shower. So this was a little bit of a new experience for me.
At first i was totally disgusted and i felt dirty, like i needed to brush my teeth right away. But then i felt like a nasty little slave and that was a pretty good feeling. As long as Master was happy with me, i feel good about my performance, no matter how small the task.
Master and i are going to a fish fry tonight at our friends cabin on the river. Master’s friend is an excellent cook, or so i’m told, and He has a freezer full of fish that he has caught over the summer. So Master has been looking forward to this fish fry all summer and fall. Master loves fish, unlike me who hates it, but i’m happy that He’ll finally get to enjoy a long awaited treat.
i have been doing a little baking to take with us tonight as i actually got up at a decent time today. That makes 3 days in a row that i have been up at a somewhat normal time!!! When we get home this afternoon from getting haircuts, i’ll finish my cooking to take with us tonight. Then i’ll help Master on some chores around the house. He wants to get His stockcar sold as it takes up a large chunk of the garage and we could use the money to spend on Christmas. So we’re really hoping to sell it soon.
Well i’m off to get my haircut. Have a wonderful day everyone!! =)
Peace to you and yours,
We had a nice quiet dinner in the Quad Cities for our One Year Anniversary. Then we went shopping and i got few things for my birthday. It was a really nice evening and it ended with a bang. When we got home Master blindfolded me, and cuffed me in “The Box”. He left me in there for what seemed like a long time and with the lights off, it’s completely pitch black in there. i actually like spending time in there. As soon as He puts me in there i enter some type of “head space”. It’s a good place to be and it helps me get more into my submission than just about anything else.
When He finally took me out, He lead me into the bedroom and had me lie on the bed. i was pretty sure that i was in for a fairly intense spanking and i was right. He had me screaming into my gag in no time. He started with the flogger then He switched to the crop (i hate that thing!). He used the leather paddle some and that really put me over the edge. i was completely wasted by the time He started spanking me with His hand and my butt was on fire! i found myself going through a number of different emotions and the one that i always remember is anger. i always wonder why He puts me through more pain when i’m already in so much pain to begin with. Then i come to the conclusion that the “normal” pain that i’m in isn’t a submission type of pain. He subjects me to this type of pain to give me an opportunity to prove to Him that i’m willing to endure this pain for Him. Although i fight the temptation to be angry with Him i end up feeling good about myself and happy that i was able to please Him.
When the spanking was over, He uncuffed me, took the gag off and used me for His pleasure. By the time He was finished with me i could barely even talk, forget walking and functioning like a human being. i was completely fried and it felt good. We talked for a long time and it ended up to be an awesome night.
Today has been a bad day for me as i have felt just awful. i had to skip my bowling night because my head was just hurting too bad. It’s a good thing that i didn’t go to bowling because i was sick when we got home from having supper and running errands. i’m going to head to bed and pretend this day never happened and hope that tomorrow is a much better day.
Peace to you and yours!