poor poor pititful me

Master likes me clothed, completely clothed, all the time pretty much from head to toe. So that’s how i’ve become accustomed to being, all the time. i mean we really only know what we know. It was kinda hard to get used to at first but now i know that i’m not going to undressed until it’s time to actually get in bed and that’s the way it is.

There are times when He pulls me completely out of my comfort zone and catches me totally off guard however. i’m not a good historian, that’s just a really nice way of saying that my memory sucks, but not in the way that most people say their memory sucks. i can’t remember big blocks of time or really what happened yesterday, it’s not atypical of me to completely forget words, etc. So i don’t have a clue what we were doing or how this came about but all i know is i was doing ‘something’ on Sunday and Master said, “strip”. i also remember that i wasn’t immediately compliant because i knew i wasn’t going to be getting dressed again for the rest of the night and i would be cold all night. Of course, this is of no consequence to Master, to me, i hear “strip” and i think omg i’m always smothered in clothes and used to being super warm, now i’m going to freeze. So that’s what i said, “i’ll freeze!”. Of course, i said that, while i was taking my clothes off!!!

None of this is neither here nor there, it’s not so much what i’m wearing, it’s the state of mind, isn’t it? It’s how quickly will i react to what He’s saying and how soon will i respond to His command. How will i feel once i’m stripped both literally and figuratively of my comfort. i write this like He’s never had me strip before, where that couldn’t be further from the truth, He does this often, but what doesn’t happen is this; He stripped me, locked me up and then got called away to deal with something else important. So i was left only a few feet away to just “be”. i could watch TV, i could use the computer if i wanted although my hands were locked together, so He never said i just had to sit. It didn’t matter, i was feeling sorry for myself cause i was cold and locked up and alone.

All of the above are ridiculous because while they are all true, i had blankets, i could walk around and He was mere feet away. i just felt like He hadn’t given me a choice, OH REALLY? He hadn’t. ***News flash*** that’s too bad. He was gone from the bedroom pretty much all night so when He did come to bed at like 5am, i was already asleep, He unlocked my hands and it was time for me to go to sleep for real. By then i think i must have been over my “poor poor pitiful me” episode.

The best part about the whole thing? The next night, He did the whole thing all over again. Stripped, locked only i didn’t get left. Being stripped is a real oddity for Him, He likes clothes, skirts, slips, stockings, high heels… of course, i talk about it tons. So i’m never, okay not never, almost never naked. i know now, or i **think** i know why He does it. Cause a slave girl needs to be reminded of her place once in a while and it’s a simple way of gettin’ down to the nitty gritty. It’s fricken cold in this house at 3am, when ya gotta let the dog outside with no clothes on. The basement floor is freeeezing with no little bedroom slippers on. i’m locked up a lot, but everything changes when He makes me more vulnerable by taking away my clothes. Even though when i’m locked up, i’m completely at His mercy, i am totally used to that, it’s the exposure that i’m not used to i guess. Sitting chained up isn’t anything new to me but sitting chained up completely naked and cold, that’s not as common.

For Master, it was a good way to knock His slave down a few pegs, make sure she stays in her place, at His feet, on her knees. =)

Peace to you and yours,

MD’s treasure

Outlook

i had to go see the Nurse Practitioner today for a recheck. i hate going to see her cause as all women know, it HURTS! Master took me and waited in the car while i was being poked and prodded. Then He took me out for lunch with His parents. We had a nice time and He got to visit with many of His friends that go to the local pizza place for lunch.

We both bowled tonight and Master did really well (in my book). i like to be with Him when He’s bowling well because He’s in a great mood and all is right with the world. It’s another story when He’s bowling poorly and then i wish i wasn’t even in the same town as He is. hehe. After bowling we just came home and watched all our favorite shows in TV. Thursday night is our night to watch TV and we look forward to it all week. Now that our shows are over Master has me sitting at my computer naked. i really wish that i was going to bed as i slept very little last night and had a short nap this afternoon and i’m still really tired. But Master obviously has other plans for me that don’t include going to bed.

If there was one thing i could change about my life right now it would be my sleep pattern. Because of the headaches, i sleep late in the day and it’s almost impossible for me to go to sleep at a decent time at night. Then due to the fact that i’m up out of bed later in the day, we don’t ever “play” until late at night and that’s when my head hurts the worst. Late at night and first thing when i get up, those are the two worst times of the day for me. So by the time Master decides to play with me, i’m hurting and all i want to do is sleep. It makes for a bit of a difficult situation. It would be great if i could get back into a regular sleeping schedule, i know i would get so much more done if i could just readjust my schedule. Hopefully some day i’ll be headache free and i won’t have to worry about when my head hurts the worst and it will be easier for us to have play time.

i know my sleep schedule is very frustrating for Master as well because He spends a lot of time alone when i’m too sick to get up. He gets upset when i have a bad day cause He’s alone so much and i feel bad for Him. Our best days are when i’m feeling good enough to get up and we actually accomplish something around the house. i feel good about myself on those days too, like i’m almost normal and that is a really good feeling. i miss the days when i woke up in the morning and went to bed at a somewhat reasonable hour. i just have to have hope that some day the headaches will go away and i’ll get my life back. Until then, i’ll just continue to make due with what i have now and make the best of it.

Peace to you and yours,

MD’s treasure

Happy Halloween!!!!!

i love Halloween, have i mentioned that? =) We had trick or treaters last night instead of tonight so tonight has been really quiet. We had quite a few kids until we ran out of candy and then we left for Master’s mom’s house. She had candy for us even though all her kids are grown, she still gives us all candy every year! Not a bad deal, i think. i talked to my sister for a minute tonight while she was handy out candy and she said that she’ll have over 500 kids as she has in the years past. Now THAT’S a lot of candy!

Well i have just completed my absentee ballot for the election. i’ll take it to the City Hall on election day and i can only hope that everyone out there plans on voting. This is such an important election year, i won’t thrust my political opinions on anyone, all i will do is encourage everyone that is eligible to get out there and vote!!

Night before last Master decided that i needed a good spanking seeing that He hasn’t given me a “good one” in a while. He had me strip after we had supper and kept me like that until bed time. When He took me to bed we were laying there watching TV and out-of-the-blue i felt His hand come down on my bare pussy so hard it brought tears to my eyes. It doesn’t take much to bring tears to my eyes however. i do O.K. having my ass spanked but when He spanks my pussy i have absolutely no tolerance for pain. He used His fingers to play with me a bit alternately spanking my pussy what seemed like as hard as He could. With every lash i cried out in pain but that didn’t seem to alter His plan in the least. He opted for a blow-job and He continued to spank my pussy. He said that with each smack i got wetter and wetter. i think that my mind hates it but my body feels differently.

By the time He decided to fuck what was His, i was soaking wet and ready for Him. That’s when He started spanking my ass and i’m sure He had visions of leaving nice red marks. i’m not sure if He left marks or not but it certainly felt red hot. He said afterward that i need a “maintenance spanking” so i’m guessing i’m in for another spanking soon. He doesn’t feel i got enough while He was fucking me so i’ll be in for more very soon.
i do know that when He spanks me, even just a little, it helps to “ground me” and gets me back in a slave-like mind, where i know i want and need to be.

i hope you all had a wonderful Halloween!!

Peace to you and yours,

MD’s treasure

Stripped

Last night when i got home from my second night of bowling for the week, i started in on supper. When supper was almost ready, Master told me to go the bedroom and take off all my clothes. He had me eat supper, do the dishes… all of my “normal” stuff completely naked. This was pretty difficult for me and real lesson in humility. i don’t remember the last time i felt so exposed, even if it was just to Him. i also had a feeling of complete submission, i felt as though i was totally open and ready for Him. Even though it was tough it was still a really good and almost cleansing experience.

i’m sure that many slaves stay naked for the better part of their time but for me it was something a little different. There have been many times that He has had me remove everything but my skirt and then placed the ankle and wrist cuffs on me just to watch TV or something. But this was the first time i felt so totally vulnerable and for me, that felt safe in some strange way.

Master has been sick the last couple of days so He really hasn’t had much energy to do anything. We will spend the rest of the night getting ready for Halloween when He’s done taking a short nap. There was a nasty storm that passed by here not long ago so we were frantically running around outside the house picking up anything that might get damaged by the storm. Thankfully it was over before it started.

i had a busy day and spent some time baking cookies and making a big meal. i have been cooking a lot more lately as we are trying to eat out less, save some money and eat a bit healthier. i’m finding my “homemaker” side and i’m really liking it. It makes me feel more like i’m contributing to our life, seeing that i spend so much time not feeling well and sleeping.

Time to prepare for Halloween!!

Peace to you and yours!!

MD’s treasure

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